Friday, December 31, 2010

The year,as I saw it.

Its strange how something exciting,out of the normal thing happens on a boring day,that changes the way we remember that day in future forever.No,No..this aint an intro to something utterly nice that happened to me today that I wanna share with everyone.Relax.Its not facebook.and Im still me.
Anyway,compare it with a lifetime and if you really had to pick up a year that kind of molded your life to come,would you pick up 2010.? I would.

To begin with..I really struggled with living alone.Agreed, I'm not much of a people's person,but living all alone can be really tricky sometimes.The boredom kills!plays with your mind.Turns you into a maniac!
Lesson're not Joan of arc.You cant live alone and be sane at the same time.
This was the year when after years of 'Trying to lose weight' and 'No thanx,Im on a diet' I finally started to lose weight.I was a happy girl with all the gyming and aerobics going for me.Little did I know..
I fall sick.Like really sick.I get hospitalised for the first time and become painfully thin(by my own standards,of course)!Took away all the credit from my working out.Cruel,isn't it?
Lesson can get very sick sometimes and the 'sick -sympathies' are a pain after a while.Keep workin out,coz that yearning for food is in your genes,blood,whatever.

I party-ed a lot.And i struggled to keep up with friendships this year.Almost all my friends' converstaions started with,'where the hell are you'.
The fact was.I was nowhere.I was coping up with my self-made norms and useless distinctions.Trying to replace my friends with my laptop and iPod.
Lesson learnt..a lot of guys think that every drunk(read tipsy) girl is their girlfriend.And always stay in touch with friends.

I discovered my love for cooking.
I blogged very less.
I lost a bit of my sense of humor.
I became a dentist.
I struggled with relationships.

I discovered how sometimes,I lock horns with everyone and want to be alone and miserable by choice.
Lesson learnt.Dont. and lower your expectations.It only makes you better.Never drink alone.

There have been times when Ive risen like a phoenix and fallen like a dead bird.There have been times when my brains just burst like a hot volcano with a piece of my brain falling on everyone I cared about.
Lesson never are that close to anyone in life that they can bear the brunt of your moods.not family,not love,not friends.And you are on your own.So u better not be evil.

You are what you think you are.and this year I've been a loser,a depressed case,a loner and a dentist.
Somehow I wanted to change that.All of these things.I did.Now I am,still a dentist,pursuing to be something else.But I'm not a loser,loner or anything else.Im a believer.
And i believe that if it weren't for the things that happened to me this year,I would have been still the same person that I was getting tired of.

All said and done.Goodbye 2010.I'll never forget you.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

The blunders of The New Age.

Hello blog..Im back(after a year almost!)Thats a lot of time to think about something to write but sorry blog, my brain has set a permanent thinkblock on the serious side of it.
And I am with another frivolous post!
How many times have you made blunders with your cellphone..
I mean not the types when u just throw it at the wall in a mad rage(only to run towards it later to check whether your wrath exploded the battery or not)..
or make it drink alcohol with you..or tea for that matter!
I mean serious blunders..with the keypad..!
Okay..a month ago..I was at an expensive place.Really expensive by my standards(yeah..yours too!)..I was totally psyched by this guy telling me and my friends that he would treat us for the dinner.
What do I do?I type a really quick message about it to my friend with my thumb tap-dancing on the keypad..SEND!
The message had to cover a real long distance actually but it didnt,it instead decided to reach the inbox of the guy sitting next to me,paying for our dinner.
Now, it wasn't that bad until he read the message to me and asked me,'A madman is throwing you a treat?'
If it would have saved me from the consequences,I was ready to act like a retard!Didnt.
Anyway..there's a lot more to talk about than mobile phones.Ive been away for so long.
There's a funny similarity between age and love.U dont know how far you've gone with it only until u stop for a second and look around u.What u see is subjective.
I see young people.
Just a few years ago I was like this 18-19 yr old girl..happy,funny,lousy,stupid with no fear of vaulting my limits of sanity..and still be 'sweet' to everyone.
And now,a few years later..Im supposed to be this matured,mannered,genteel young woman who understands the nuances of life..with no room for foolishness and jabber..(needless to say,Im silent most of the times).
Funny thing is,it all settles in,in a while.Why? I dont know.
I guess the comparison I made with love is true.You just dont know why!
There are so many things to care about now.When I was 18..I just had to worry about one thing while dressing up- I am looking fat in this too!
And now..well,besides the above mentioned,I worry whether I look too mature,whether this is too flashy,too teenagerish..why!!
Who wants to grow up!!I was happy being stupid and silly the one who made blunders like I mentioned above almost everyday and not feel a thing about them.
Age hits like a landslide sometimes..sliding away the land beneath the ageing feet!!
Well,that's a lot said and shared for a while.
Be back with more.